failing

I simply had no self discipline today. No drive, no motivation. Still tired, still recovering. But better every day, so why does it seem like I am doing worse and worse personally? Self-control, low. Desire, low. Satisfaction, low.

My only saving grace today was that I had somewhere to be from 8:30 to about 3. That helped me stay busy and kept me from just being a blob. Visited a friend's work, helped critique a project, then out for lunch and a great conversation with her. Three to about six was a total veg-out waste. Six to nine a double date with friends.

So, there you have it. A good day full of meaningful things in spite of me. I really hope I shake this fog off soon. Still trying to shake the remnants of this cold.

In fact, I am feeling quite unmotivated to blog tonight. Half-heartedly stole shots from the back of a moving moto today. NOT the way to get anything good, although it makes downloading more fun because it's like a lottery. You don't quite know what you got, but here's hoping it's something good.

(Lucky. Found something usable.)

OK. I'm going to stop fighting this day. End it, go to bed. Hope for something better tomorrow. At least each morning always provides a chance to start new.