I have this folder on my computer desktop called
"miscellaneous". It seems to be getting more and more use. Almost
every new folder I create gets filed there, because it doesn't seem to fit
anywhere else.
This seems to characterize my life lately. I feel scattered,
without a clear focus or purpose. It isn't necessarily bad, because it allows
me maximum flexibility. But it is unsettling, especially for someone like me. I
feel best when I can have a clear plan, and I am most productive when I can
focus on one thing at a time.
This random approach to life leaves me floundering.
Today I slept through devotions (boo), had a light breakfast
and did an hour of exercise (yeah!). Then I met a friend for coffee and
talking, which turned into lunch, during which a few more friends met us. Then
the original friend left and the other friends and I went for foot massages.
Yes, a strenuous day. ;-)
The kitty has been really clingy since we got home
yesterday. She slept on and beside me all night last night, and today she has
wanted to be in the same room with us all day today. She's still meowing a lot,
but seems to be settling down a little.
I love her being so cuddly, but I'm sorry she was so lonely
while we were gone.
I also love that Mr. is watching America's Next Top Model
with me. I hope no one thinks less of him because of it. I think he's
wonderful.
And to round off my miscellaneous update, the servers at the
coffee shop recognized me today, and remembered that I work for the church.
They asked if I had Bible classes today. I told them I had studied on my own at
home, but I didn't have any official meetings. They seemed questioning and
curious.
I am thinking I should hang out there more, and am wondering
how to proceed.
Hmmmm. I'm really not good at this.

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