I feel a little more on top of things today. Not under such time pressure like the last four or five days. Had a skype coaching appointment, wrote some e-mails, finished a few design projects. Had lunch, took a nap (!!!). Then studied some Hebrew and went over to my friend's to paint the back of her chest of drawers. Then Mr. picked me up for a Hebrew class.
I'm doing lettering on the back of that chest. It's an enjoyable project; I haven't tried my hand at lettering, really, since college. I didn't do it well then. But this is turning out OK. My friend is happy with it, and that's the most important thing.
I REALLY needed that nap today. I am so tired from the last few days. Especially the days I was trying to get things written for my on-line class. I went to bed late and got up early. I am low on energy now.
I took about 6 months of biblical Hebrew last year, but it's been quite a while since I spent any time on it. I am really fuzzy on the vocabulary, and even worse on the conjugation (although that's not exactly what you call it). But I held on OK in the class. I am going to hustle to do some serious review and catch up.
I just feel like I have a lot of irons in the fire all of a sudden, and can't quite figure out how it happened. I mean, I guess I said yes to too many things, but when and how did I do that?
The worst result is that I haven't had much time for reflection or Bible study. Last Friday I took a half a day, and it was GREAT. But I want more! I am reading a book on spiritual disciplines, and the most recent chapter was about meditation. I chose the verse, "Peace I leave you, my peace I give to you. I do not give as the world gives. Do not let your heart be troubled, do not let it be afraid." (my paraphrase)
I have been trying to think about that verse every day, making it part of my mindset. Part of who I am. I hope it's working! I will say I never lost my cool, even in the midst of stressful busy-ness.

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