better

Doing better tonight in a number of ways. First of all, my cold is almost gone.

Lost sleep about the fit I threw last night. It put me in a really bad place and I had trouble getting out of bed. Wanting to feel better about myself, I tried to be very productive. I had a skype coaching meeting, sent some e-mails, boiled chicken stock, straightened, got laundry around, made the bed, showered. 

But when I tried to sit quietly for a few minutes, I could barely do it. I was distracted by the buzz of the fan, so I turned it off. Then I was distracted because I was too hot. Then I was distracted, thinking about how I would blog about it.

Uncomfortable with my thoughts, I tried reading the Bible a while. Difficult to focus, but good in a hard-to-swallow way. Decided I needed to apologize to the land lady for my outburst. Got ready to go to the restaurant and looked her up on my way out.

She was quick to forgive, possibly embarrassed by my frankness. I think she just wanted the apology to be over, but I felt better anyway. It was the right thing to do. Practically skipped to the restaurant, smiling at everybody. :-) What a goofball.

Lunch, painting, business card designing, more painting. Home past the market, made soup for supper. Talked to the Mr. and watched TV.

Of course, there was dog pee in front of our door when I got home. 

Now I'm blogging, the cat sleeping beside me. Mr. likes to try to keep her awake, because at night she gets very rambunctious. She yowls, claws at and sometimes even bangs against our bedroom door at wee hours of the morning. But she's so cute when she's sleeping. When she's awake, she's usually getting into trouble.

Just two days left until her operation. Poor thing.