verge

So, as I end the day my body feels like it's on the verge of getting sick. Just that tired, achy, not-quite-right feeling. I took a pill stuffed full of vitamin C and other good stuff, I'll wrap this up quickly and get to bed, and I'm even considering skipping my exercise tomorrow morning.

Two reasons I'm thinking of forgoing my workout: I have SUCH a busy 3 days coming up, starting tomorrow, and if I wear myself out first thing, I won't have as much energy to tackle everything that needs done.

And secondly, I haven't had my quiet half-day with God yet this week. It's hard to see how it will fit in, with all the preparations and teaching I need to do this weekend. HOWEVER, I am teaching about spiritual things. Seems kind of ironic to go into that kind of commitment feeling spiritually run-down. I don't think it's very smart. Kind of like, "Sorry, God. I'm too busy serving you to spend any time with you this week." It's like trying to run a race without eating for a few days. Self-defeating. So, I feel like I really want to make time for that.

But at the immediate moment I want to make time to play with the kitty. We'll leave her for two days as we go to this weekend training, and I want to give her plenty of attention beforehand. Not that she wants it. I think she can feel an increased "clingyness" on my part when we have a trip coming up, and often wants little to do with that.

Anyway, I'll give it a shot, and then off to bed with me. Cold, stay away!!