Trying

I'm trying to keep a good perspective. I'm trying to keep my priorities right. I'm trying not to worry. I'm trying to fulfill responsibilities and not disappoint anyone. I'm trying to stay balanced and calm. I'm trying not to focus on the things that don't really matter. I'm trying to stay positive.

And sometimes I get really tired of trying. But what other choice is there?

I need wisdom to say no to the opportunities I shouldn't take, the things that are just distractions and not really my calling or purpose. I need wisdom to understand just what it is that I was created for. I need wisdom to know how to order my time and my days in order to be and do that which God intended.

I feel really short on wisdom.