Transition

It rained today again. BUT, I did go jogging. Yay for me! We drove it later, and I'm up to 1.25 km. Not quite half of my goal, but I'm coming along. 

We made a little progress today getting ready to go. List, shopping, appointments. But we're both struggling with this leaving. I'm having trouble reigning in my mind. I laid in bed for an hour this morning, daydreaming. My Mr. seems to be withdrawing. Passing up people and experiences I know he would enjoy. The bad thing is, we're both avoiding.

But we're both indulging! Had a BIG burger today for lunch, with lots of fries. Then his parents took us out to a seafood place for supper. Not that fish is heavy, and white wine can be good for you. But there was definitely nothing redeeming about that death-by-chocolate dessert I had.

I will definitely be jogging tomorrow.

I was hoping we could move into this transition smoothly. How, how, how to handle these times better? How do I encourage him? Breathe. Focus. Keep the right perspective. Trust. Hopefully we will get through this with some grace.